Recovery

It is easy for the body to recover. At least it knows what to recover back toward. At least there is a gauge for what "normal functionality" means, and so there is a measure for you to lean on. To see how far you've come; to be sure you're on the right track.

The mind? The emotions? There is no "normal". Perhaps some might think of it as a lovely, charming break-away from the world. I'd rather that I had been able to make that choice though. Instead of being pried away with the force that had been thrown my way.

I don't know if I'll ever get to have friends in the end. *Shrugs*... it's not my call anyway.