Letters to her

How do I know?

You never reply.
You never talk to me anymore.
And yet, you say we're ok.

I have no idea what to do next.
I have no idea.

All I wanted was a little romance.
To find out how magical it was.
And now, I risk losing a friend.

I should have never.
And yet, I did.
Now, it's just getting silly.

I am so so sorry.