Plea

This is the official plea.

Someone help me...
I cannot get over her.
2.5 years of silent hope is killing me.
She is so perfect. I am not.

I look at her, and I see the person I must be to love her.
And I fall so far short.
Why do the others have it so easy?

I have tried placing my chances elsewhere,
But it never works like that.
I just end up looking for traces of her in the others.
It is foolish. It is stupid. It is not normal.

I desperately need help.
I am new at this game, and I am losing terribly.
Please?