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There is a subject that I am unable to broach:
Failure.

I know that I reject it.
And yet, it really does not hurt much
To fail again.
I have become used to it.

In fact, so much have I experienced,
I actually expect it.

Education's way of peer pressure
To enhance our learning
Does not affect me.
It merely adds to the hopeless-ness.

Perhaps it is someone's way of humbling me:
To shatter all pride.
Do I still have so much of it?

Ah well, that's the gist of it.
Exams are next week
But really? I do not see a point.
The harder I try,
The greater the fall of the failure.