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"Take your watch off the table...
You need to be more normal.
Why did you not greet me?
Thank goodness you are PES E -- you'd never survive real army...
You are always like that --slow.
You are weird what.
Give up; move on."

What ON EARTH do I need to do to get some approval -- to feel appreciated?
I am human!
I need to feel.

Ah, forget it.
I've lost my childhood;
I've lost my innocence;
I've lost my friends;
I've lost the one girl I ever loved.
Nothing new to me anyway.

How much more must I lose -- and to what end?