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3 am is a surprisingly lonely, dreary time; or perhaps it's just my current state.
I don't actually know what I want right now. Do I:

1) Want to fight a lion just to prove that I am still good enough?
2) Want a hug just to know that I still mean something to someone?
3) Want to get away from everything because it is all too much for me?

I don't even know if I'm angry or depressed right now...