0208 / 200611

I desperately need to break down right now...

Ok, not technically "desperately". Fine. Ok. So it's just an emotion. And emotions pass, don't they? Just bite down harder. It will all be over.

But this is my blog that no one reads. So I get to vent, right? But what if typing it out gives it recognition; gives it form? What if venting feels so good that I don't bother fighting the next time a wave of angst/desperation comes over me?

What if this is the beginning of my end?